I am...I think...I know...

 Taken from Melissa's  post...I just love these so I couldn't resist!!

I am:  a mom, a wife, a daughter, and a Labor and Delivery RN.
I think:  that the little moments in life need to be noticed!! 

I know:  that I am a good person all the way to my inner-most self!

I want:  my family to be happy...all the time! 

I have:  insecurities that cause me to doubt myself on a daily basis.

I dislike:  my weight and the fact that I just can't let it go.
I miss:  my brother Mark and my Aunt Carol...never has a void ever been so obvious in my life! 

I fear:  that I will lose someone that is close to me. 

I feel:  strongly about being a nice to one another ALL the time!! 

I hear:  the sounds of little Delaney feet walking across the kitchen floor!

I smell:  the inside of Carol's house ...cedar! 

I search: to find inner peace with who I am and not what I think I should be. 

I wonder:  what my children will remember the most about me when I have passed on.

I regret:  all the time and energy I have spent worrying about tomorrow instead of being present today.

I love:  the miracle of birth!

I care: about everything....all the time! 

I am always:  trying to find a way to save a dime and be at home more.
I worry:  way too  much about things I can not change.

I remember:  when I was a child myself.

I have:  dreams too!

I dance:  in front of my children in the kitchen  and laugh and their expressions. 

I sing: very bad...I can not keep a tune!

I don’t always: get things right...but boy do I try! 

I argue: with my inner thoughts!

I write:  very little. 
I lose: my patience at times way too quickly.
I wish: that time could slow down a bit because I need to enjoy this time of my life more!
I listen: to lots of words all day long come from my little ones and big ones mouths!!  
I don't understand: why people can't see that having a large family IS a choice we made and we       ARE happy about it and wouldn't change a thing!
I can usually be found: at home with the little ones. 
I am scared: that I am not doing the best parenting job I can!
I need: to remember that I don't have to do it all and allow things to slide!
I forget: to pay bills on time sometimes...hey...its not like I don't have other things to do.
I am happy:   when I am at home...all day with nowhere to go and just being a mom and a wife!